Wednesday, April 21, 2004

I kept glancing at my watch today. Four more hours til' quitting time... two more... and when it was quitting time, I couldn't leave cause I had things to do. Left an hour after six. Humph.

Am now sitting in a smoky, dodgy cybercafe writing this on a Hyundai keyboard with sticky 'A' key. This guy who owns it must really love Coldplay. I've been frequenting this place for more than 10 times and he keeps playing the same Coldplay DVD. Plus "Are You Gonna Be My Girl"- thrice in an hour. I like it.

I went to Friendster earlier and someone was already logged on. Someone very narrow-minded and religiously intolerant. It made me catch my breath just thinking that I was sitting in the same chair he sat on not too long ago. Many, many crude/downright filthy anti-Semitic, chauvanist statements that made me slightly sick. It was sooo tempting to edit his profile and replace his hate-filled statements with "I Am Stupid" (only in a more cussed way). And I almost did- I clicked onto his "Edit Profile" page and stared at th' blinking cursor for a very long time.

My thoughts ranged from- "People have rights to their own opinions" to "Someone should just rid the world of *bleeping* people like these". But my initial flash of fear and disgust gave way to, oddly enough, compassion. Here was a confused person who probably was raised/taught to be hateful. Maybe he is scared, or just- i don't know, unloved? Insecure? He seems to be well-loved by his similarly foul-mouth friends... plus he's definitely loved by God. Jesus died for him too. Heh- can you imagine what he'd say if he found out that the King of Jews died for his sins?

Ah- I'm turning out to be more mellow in my old age. Was a time when I'd track him down (e-mail, online activity) and just malign him and make him lose all his friends in the process. _takes deep breath_ grace, grace.... *sigh*. I have intolerance for intolerance. Irony, contradictory, whatever-you-call it. Hmm. Guess I'll be praying for him instead. Him and other people who use words like "gay jewboy" and "towelhead *bleepers*". Ooh, and mail him a Youth Service invitation.

Instead of a virus.

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