i want to put this down for posterity.
today is the day i finally learn that is stupidly easy to make a lot of money very quickly but it takes hard bloody work and a good team.
i'm always so encouraging (mostly) towards everyone's success, good fortune and brainwaves and it feels good to have someone being so positive about my own ideas. i really appreciate having people more driven than myself recognize and chase down my input and use it to form something tangible and useful for themselves. its a form of validation for me and a tiny spark of confidence in my own competence that i keep and will remember for a long time.
this has to work because otherwise, i will be writing another "life is cr*p" entry in 6 months time. keep watching.
thanks, mel.